I signed up to clear creative blocks and sexual trauma, and Wild Jade Awakening gave me the freedom to speak about sexuality in a way that wasn't abusive – a huge change for me. I felt more respect for my body. As a childhood sexual abuse survivor, I believed I was broken in that area – sexual energy was always dysfunctional, physically painful and toxic for me. For years I had fantasised about cutting off my vulva and labia. I'm starting to realize I'm not broken like I thought – I just need extra help opening and receiving without fear. This experience has been freeing, healing, nourishing and orgasmic – I can't believe women are walking around with a supercharged Ferrari in their knickers and have no idea!" SG, 37, Qld, Australia